Deconstruction

Ordering chaos in the cosmos
Lifting from heritage of sonnets,
The humdrum with the fantastical
yet ordinary with the sinister
eradicated through reformation
of social structure
treading a fragmentary memory….

It is the desire for value and beauty
to have no foundation in knowledge…
rational and irrational in mysticism-
to lose a cognitive function…

Playfully critical and mildly nihilistic
Instantly deemed as ‘deconstruction’
Suffering from yet another mutation
Discovering , Manifesting a question…
A Literary or philosophical concept
Confronting the space…
Something new might arise,
So one now awaits.

happy endings….

How do you make the colors say
In a thousand crazy ways
That in the end most of the
things will be okay…

in the oceans deep
in the canines steep
walls of granite stand
there a voice echoes…
yes this is a lie I have been told
for this will soon pass

No there’s no guardian
but if called upon
paint me a picture of words
of hope , vision and support
having no idea what so ever…
make me believe..
in a cinematic ending

white candy floss clouds
and purple autumn sunrise
I ride off with a simple smile….
dreams have no bounds…

WEIGHTLESS

In the absence of the weight
of stress and strain
earn self-worth with accolades,
illuminated by self glow,
accomplishments and changes not just in appearance.
……

Let this reminder resonate
time and again
weightless of needs, concerns and preferences
free my vision ponders
afloat time and again
free from worries and pain
now my heart feels weightless
I float by day and drift away….
further from this world towards a shooting star
amber lit way…no more a firefly in a jar
shimmering galleys welcome me

but spell bound weightless I fly before
the inexorable gravity pulls me back…

when unexpected happened

when unexpected happened
mood weakens determination to win,
they catch feelings,pull ’em dowm,
dwelling in past or future hopes
harvests pains no gains.

floating in the sea of emotions.
Distant sun is shining
near collosal waves rise
before my tiny body
soon i see them under not above

now sea seems distant….
calm,blue and incredibily beautiful
in this sea of contentment
i float towards eternal bliss…

for unexpected happened….
my anxiety dissappeared in the mirage…
i overcame my worst trap
before it could grow big enough…

even minded and cheerful
happy in every circumstance….
moving quickly through life’s trails
expanding my heart and trust alike…
i prepare for change….
for unexpected had happened….

the blessed life

singing and dancing in a cyclic chorus
at the altar of God rhyming hymns of undying love
mixed with epic narrations of His silhouette
it was no less than a festival performed…

Admirable simplicty and bright in expression
is the orchestra of believers
healing soul with chords of love…
like a coin defaced by erosion we loose our facade…
no more and no less…
boundless showers transform torn tapestry of Love,
like eager home-bound traveller to peace,
our spirit in flight soars high
as much as the power of our sheer might

And in God’s time all things are made right
my days of burden reigned by confusion age…
raging storm stops and like an angel in the sky,
I lean on you Lord to carry me through…
Filled with peace for Eternal life and cleansed
I become one with my true lord….
in the kingdom above all….

the master of my fate

Continuing to sail rudderless
wanting a better wind to guide
keeping my dreams upright
in a starless sky hope seems to blossom..

keeps me afloat when everything seems to go wrong
was not the northern star lighting my way…
but a single firefly which passed by-
propeling me to stay on the course,

shooting the amber rays of light,
realization that hope springs is eternal
That perches in the soul
i go ahead leaping forward
steadfast and sure not of victory or loss
but just for the pursuit of the shore

I am still alive, vibrant with life.
so I sail forward in the new ocean…
I hear an echo which heals my scars,
Mended fragile heart no longer counts faults…
for now it does not define but only guides…
for better or worse
I am the captain of my soul